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20 June 2005 @ 03:45 am
不想再去流浪  
sweaty night. sudden thunder made me jump. if it rains, i can lie on my stomach on the table and look out the window at the raindrops illuminated by the streetlamp and breathe in the nice smell of rain. i love late-at-night early-in-the-morning rains. so long i don't hafta wade somewhere in them. remember? standing in the rain, no one knows if you cry. but dancing in the rain, at least they think you're happy. said that almost a year ago.

nice weather. got a crampy feeling up my left calf. i semi-freeze in fearful anticipation at the crack of lightning; jump in pseudo-fright at deafening claps of thunder. yet i really like this weather. i like it when it rumbles and rolls gently. i wonder if the sky is red. i can't see it from here. i cover my ears when it flashes. but it's still not raining. not yet.

i know lightning precedes thunder, and thunder precedes the rain, but when's the rain coming? refreshing rain. how long more? do i wait up for it, or do i let it come, in my sleep, and half-awake, think that i'm the most blessed little girl in the whole wide world, not to need to get up, get dressed and leave the comfort of my covers? surely the rain will come?

what a funny person i am. strung up altogether, these sentences may not form much sense, but this is my exact train of thought.

you know, i really like most of his songs, i even have his first album. but sometimes guang liang just sounds like he's singing toothless. weiying says he has a weak voice. that's fine with me, i still like his songs. after coming home in the evening, i fell asleep fully dressed, with daddy droning on to sister in the background. that's my excuse for still being awake.

i'd been drained the past couple of days. grievances from the preparations apart, i had a pretty good time at uncle bee soon's. putting on a happy, excited, hyper and enthusiastic face for the kids wasn't that hard after all. it helps when they're happy, excited, hyper and enthusiastic as well. i fell in love, of course, with the only little boy there. his name is yie xuan and he's nine. huimin's from a girls' school, so all her classmates are girls, and he's her cousin. he's the funny, naughty, cheeky, attention-seeking type. don't i just love 'em all, age group regardless? i was pretty flattered that he and another attention-seeking little girl kept playfully fighting to sit right next to me.

the pinata was the highlight of the party. they just couldn't wait to start whacking it. i'd have liked a go at it too. the way a couple of the kids held the stick was really good. two hands, above their heads, in the middle, and then you just slice it down, full force. it's like using the bokken in kendo. i'd have liked to learn kendo. others used it like a baseball bat, which was fine too. it's strange how some of the bigger-sized kids don't seem to know how to whack it well, but the skinniest, shy-est, smallest-sized kids manage such a good job with it. they make me feel almost proud of them. but that's not the point. what matters is that the pinata did break, eventually, and there was a stampede for the sweets.

to end the day, the birthday girl lost her goody bag chocked full of good stuff, and she cried after the guests left. well, i do hope she found it eventually. and i hope despite that, she did have fun.

well, it's still not raining, and i don't think it's gonna rain anymore. well, actually it did already rain just now, suddenly and heavily for like five seconds, and that was that. oh well, it was good whiling my time away.

somebody asked for more mag. mag did the staying-up alone tonight, collecting her thoughts for your easy reference in future, any time, anywhere. mag doesn't tie people down. or so she tries. pastor legitimised same-sex marriage today. i was so excited, haha. :] (alright, hopefuls, disclaimer--it was a slip of his tongue.)

it's raining again! praise God! i'm hungry, starving, ravenous... will go grab a bite before i hop into bed beside hemingway. goodnight for real, for now.
 
 
Mood: something like peaceful
Music: tian tang -- guang liang
 
 
 
(Anonymous) on June 20th, 2005 03:55 am (UTC)
"mag did the staying-up alone tonight, collecting her thoughts for your easy reference in future, any time, anywhere. mag doesn't tie people down. or so she tries. pastor legitimised same-sex marriage today."

what do u mean, mag? whose easy reference in the future? elaborate leh...
then hor...which pastor are u talking bout? our church pastor...think i will really faint if i hear it from their mouth, esp. if it's ps lee. not tat im against it, just tat i didnt see it coming all these while...*disbelief*

and yap, will try to use the pc tonight since my eldest sis will b working the night shift. not sure yet though...see how, cos im tired...been not having enough sleep. ok, gotta go now...gonna shop a little for myself and for u all~~

tabby again...
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 20th, 2005 04:14 am (UTC)
your easy reference ==> whoever asked for more mag. hehe. mag tries never to disappoint.

pastor lee said, "you've heard of people saying, i'm marry my best friend today... just make sure it's of the same sex!" obviously you didn't read carefully enough to notice the disclaimer. haha.

tonight's supposed to be celebrating with sq and dinner with wy before she flies off, but last minute wy can't make it, so i'm still not sure if the thing's still on. better be, i cancelled out on running for that!

sleep more shop more and have more fun ah. :)
(Anonymous) on June 20th, 2005 04:02 pm (UTC)
Yupz... After PS Lee said that we were all looking at one another... Think it was quite a funny sight... esp when we were all sitting rite in front... HAHAHA! So pple sitting in front shld behave properly...
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 20th, 2005 06:57 pm (UTC)
yah lor! tabby should really have seen it, man! baba and ben exchanged such a look of dismay... HAHAHAHA while i think i must have turned all red with joy HAHA!!

eh but baba, despite all our sniggers, i don't think pastor realised his mistake leh. in fact, my dad didn't even hear it. :[

by the way, i'm gonna try kickboxing!! yay!
(Anonymous) on June 21st, 2005 05:18 am (UTC)
Yupz... I think not many pple heard it. That shows that we were paying attention to his sermon lorz. NOt only Ben n I exchanged looks.. We also looked at Robin n Bao too... Hahaha! Gas someone would tell him bout his mistake ba... Donch noe...
MAg... U can't wait to b with me rite? HAhaha... Let's c if we still can room together not... n go _ _ _ less at nite... HAHAHA!
(Anonymous) on June 21st, 2005 08:33 am (UTC)
oh...hahahaha...cheh...i thought how come he suddenly so radical...

anyway, last night cant use cos something wrong with the router...only bro-in-law's pc got connection (which he needs to use).
oh, then hor, guess wat...i bought something v INTERESTING for wencong leh...think u all gonna laugh to death...show u all when i get back. very cold ah...i gotta go liao. my second sis wanna use pc.

we can do webcam chatting over msn lehhh....*Grin* missed u both very much too....gonna go reply ur sms using the web thingy liao...mag, write down those things u wanna tell me about one hor...*grin* miss u both really lots mannnnnn.....

coming back soon liaoooooooo....really! contact u all when i get back. but won b back by tomorrow leh....

baba, mag and rina - lover....

rina, if you see this - bought u something which i know u are gonna love it!!
*grin*
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 21st, 2005 03:01 pm (UTC)
heehee i saw them all liao! yay! now anybody who wants to know what they're getting can ask me about it! eh tabby, remember to get baba what i told you to get ah, heehee. :p
(Anonymous) on June 21st, 2005 04:04 pm (UTC)
Hey! I donch need wat MAg asked u to get... I got lots! HAhaha... JUz donch use them when necessary...HAHAHA!
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 21st, 2005 06:49 pm (UTC)
aiyah don't need to pretend liao lah. you need what. you need good new ones, no? haha. that time tabby say......
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 21st, 2005 03:04 pm (UTC)
maybe auntie dorothy go back and lecture him for an hour. haha. yah lor, i can't wait to be with you, man. except you zhong dear qing darling. i can't imagine rooming with anybody else!! if i go mission trip, i will share room with you and ben. don't care! haha! then we three will be ___less lor. (psst. actually hor, sam and yahui also said that they prefer to be without it mah. tabby's the only odd one out. hiak hiak)
(Anonymous) on June 21st, 2005 04:02 pm (UTC)
Share room with BEn n I? SUre... Get BEn's approval first! HEe hee... HE sure say cannot! But maybe not enuf guys leh... THen Ben needs to zzz with a guy? THen WE CAN GET TO ROOM TOGETHER... PErhaps with TABBY too... YEAH!

Tabby... I noe wat u got for COng liaoz... HAHAHA! U naughty gal... Coming back within this week I hope... QUICK QUICK COME HOME! MISs u...
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 21st, 2005 06:46 pm (UTC)
eh if ben say cannot then he go and find another room lah haha. who will be the guys going anyway? sigh. i'll miss eleanor soooooo much. sad.
(Anonymous) on June 22nd, 2005 12:08 am (UTC)
why not i bunk with Ben instead? wahahahaha...provided i go also lah..anyway hor, i where got odd one out. i don go _ _ _less like u all do cos i discipline mah. i won impose on others what i impose on myself one leh. anyway hor, prevention better than cure leh.now if udon wear as often as u can ah...nxt time "duang-duang" ah....so ah, i v good ah, don want to waste my husband's money in the future mah, i take preventive measures now...i v vain one mah....(later ben say i zi bei again...wahahahaha)

must tell u all wat happen yesterday night leh, when i see u all in person or ol. miss u both lots man...rina nv visit this site one meh?btw hor, i saw _ _ _ but i cannot buy leh, cant estimates baba's size...u know lah, we all modern ladies...our _ _ _ expand n contract as and when they like. not consistent.

anyway, i try as best as i can to be as fair as possible in my purchase of presents leh. writing this for others who visit this site to see ----> e.g. ulu, kong, lala...but if you all don collect soon ah n happen tat ur gift is food (i.e. chocs ah)...then i shall complete it myself. mag, paiseh ah, abuse ur blog again for my own personal use. i replied baba today, but phone so low batt hor...it refuses to switch on. then have to depend on intuition for baba's no. gotta go liao lah...see u all soon ah!!

oh ya, tabby forgot to bring her specs out leh, so chan, so im like sadako now, head bend low, low near the screen trying to see wat i type into the computer.*grin*

tabby
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 23rd, 2005 01:33 am (UTC)
maybe rina's too embarrassed to comment on such "private" matters. :p as i said, my blog's open to your abuse just so long... anyway you got baba's number right lah. congrats, another string of numbers stuck in your head. hai. very sleepy. you hurry up and come back lah. :)
(Anonymous) on June 23rd, 2005 02:41 am (UTC)
Tabby wrote, "btw hor, i saw _ _ _ but i cannot buy leh, cant estimates baba's size...u know lah, we all modern ladies...our _ _ _ expand n contract as and when they like. not consistent."

Excuse me ah... Me very consistent one. Alwaz that BIG size. HAhhAA! MAg ah... How dare u say I use low quality one. Me use branded one k? Got diamonds some more ah... DOnch play play leh... Tabby..Come back fast fast! Me missing u so much.. muz go for lunch together with the guys! HAhaha...
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 23rd, 2005 03:49 pm (UTC)
eh. baba is jug leh. i am a well. haha. you shoulda seen baba in a white tshirt tonight. she usually wears black. haha. and then hor, after we commented on her low quality stuff, she went to buy new polka dotted ones today. HAHAHA
(Anonymous) on June 23rd, 2005 04:17 pm (UTC)
HEy... IT juz happened that my mum n I went to buy mah. BOught 6 new _ _ _ _ _ _ _ too... Now in total got 7 new _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and 4 new _ _ _ _... So donch need to worry bout that lah. Still surviving well lorz... Din wanna wear dark colour shirts so much...quite boring mah... HAHAHA!

Poor boy... *SIGH*
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 24th, 2005 04:54 pm (UTC)
eh your poor boy is talking about who? who is the poor boy? or did you mean "poor, boy" cos you spent too much on... erm... unmentionables? hee~
(Anonymous) on June 23rd, 2005 02:35 am (UTC)
PRetty much confirm will b Robin lah... N BEn I gas. HAhaha. Me'll miss Eleanor n her jokes too. SIgh sigh... But maye she'll make a guest star appearance? HAHAHA!