a little less than the girl next door (in_transit) wrote,
a little less than the girl next door
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当你孤单你会想起谁

sighhhhhh...... i'm still stuck in that hopelessly warm and fuzzy mood. and i think i really have weixiang to blame for motivating yet another nostalgic "i super miss all of you" post. 'cos of that old old song on his blog which i really really loved when i was in secondary school... sec one and two, to be exact. as i just said on his blog, i liked this song so much because i was really afraid of being alone when i was younger.

during my extremely problematic sec one and two years, everyday after school, i didn't want to go home. and i remember quite clearly this once, when i was hanging out at tampines mall after school one day, with xinlian and yingni. you two have probably long forgotten this, since it was nothing very special at all, but i remember that we had already been there for quite a while, and you two obviously thought that it was about time to go home already, but still stayed to accompany me. in fact, i distinctly remember that we had bubble tea before heading home.

'til this day, i still feel a little bad for having been such the overdependent and needy friend i was back then. but i'm also super duper thankful for all of ni men de tolerance with all my nonsense ways last time, and for having bore (past tense of "bear"?) with me for so long.

glad to have seen you all on sunday. pity i missed the billy bomber's lunch... thankful i missed it too, so that i didn't hafta pay. :> and the ktv session was good, as i said on jikok's blog, 'cos we sang some of those old "bring back memories" songs, like xinlian and zhenqi's award-winning ai qing dian ying, and was it weiliang and yuanhong's (or yongsai's?) also award-winning bing yu, and teng teng's very famous dedication to kaibin--fen shou ba.

actually we should have sung wang le shi jian de zhong also, 'cos it reminds me of zhenhao and qiming... or qiming's ai hen jian dan... another award-winning song, which left some junior girl in a daze. or nan dui's favorite ben xiao hai, or san miao zhong, which caused the nuu dui to get only second prize in talentime, 'cos biye hated it for its connotations.

glad that jiaying flew all the way back from bei da just for this squad outing... i wonder where she's having dinner tonight... hongkong? taiwan? korea? japan? don't eat too much hor! also glad to see the people whom i haven't seen for like close to a thousand years... jiamin, shihua (although we're all in nus), jikok, jingyang, kaiyang, yongsai, blah blah. (the rest, i saw not too long ago) weili, where were you?! and the more i look at guanyi, i think yingni's right about him looking like patrick tam aka nick hu lihong aka my not-so-new-already infatuation.

speaking of guanyi, this is what he says (in a comment to my last post, to save you all from having to scroll down all the way):
Hey ppl...
my 1st entry out here...
just been brought into this a couple of days back by xinlian after booking out...

sounds like everybody does indeed have lots of memories bout e days back in np...whether u found ur time there fun annot...whether u found it enjoyable annot...whether u think things we always do have a purpose annot...whether e nan duis like e nu duis den...whether e nu duis found e nan duis chao gengs...

so many whethers and what ifs...

these are all still etched in our memories...esp with so many things to laugh and giggle bout when we look back on them...

which brings me to my point...been telling lian...zh...and wx...y not haf a chalet this time round...sth we kinda wanted to haf n shld haf done when we were ncos or sth to build bonds but with everybody's prog n e fact dat e both squads were not dat close to one another...

it will be good to haf one sometime like june...when e gals haf their term or sem break n most of e guys will haf ORD...

Guanyi/Kwan Aik
(ALL of u!! note e spelling...still can't spell my name till now...not mix man...idiots...haha)

by the way, i'm only posting this here because he suggested the chalet, not because he looks like my ah nick leh. :p

last of all, school's started again... now i've gotta put this warm fuzzy feeling aside and start looking forward again instead of gazing longingly back at the past... to weixiang, who's gonna be reading this back in australia, we're gonna miss you (though i didn't see you very often also last time, heehee); guai guai study hard hard and quickly come back okay? i'll definitely invite you to my wedding since you already promised a big big angbao. and jiaying, surely at least the nuu dui will meet again before you go back? then we can suntec kenny roger again during new year period, haha, our squad is like so boring. :D

da jia, you've been so fantastic, it's hard not to miss you all. and since the other post is like so clogged up with comments that livejournal even had to shut down for a while 'cos all its servers crashed or something, you all can continue your comments here if any. or set up your own forums somewhere else. haha. so long!

你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味

你的心那么脆
一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑
人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁

而孤单的滋味
谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
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