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27 July 2005 @ 11:39 pm
the problem of choice  
from the time i emailed you and told you i was very interested and asked you to give me a chance, i haven't disappointed, have i? because you gave me that chance (which led to me hence falling in love with you...), i ping-ed le ming not to let you down. (it's funny, my peculiar motivations for studying.)

last semester i qing-ed jia dang-ed chan (two thousand odd bid points, the entire of my programme account, okay!) for this. this semester i want like hell to do your mod again (maybe "shun bian" to see you again; i'm unclear of my own intentions) but i don't know if i can afford to wait another year for deutsch to come around again.

if only they didn't clash, i seriously wouldn't have minded doing six, but for the sake of doing what i actually love more than anything else (disclaimer: at the moment). if i ever thought choice was forever a good thing, i must have forgotten about opportunity costs and scarcity and whatever lousy econs terms we learnt in jc one. sob.

if i don't take your mod now, will you still remember me in a year's time? either way, you'll be in my heart... *hums tarzan tune*
 
 
Mood: mock despair
Music: shao nian -- guang liang
 
 
 
the doobfemdog on July 29th, 2005 10:39 am (UTC)
man i feel really harassed.
*tingle up my spine*
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on July 29th, 2005 02:16 pm (UTC)
tingle? that's a good sign... you like it, don't ya? hiak hiak
the doobfemdog on July 29th, 2005 03:12 pm (UTC)
yuckss!