a little less than the girl next door (in_transit) wrote,
a little less than the girl next door
in_transit
  • Mood: crushed
  • Music: zhang jia hui - ci shang wo

nothing. really.

you are always
unclear about
your status

until
my forwardness
freaks you out

even then
i can never
tell

afterall
you lie
all the time

i know

and your reasons
i will never
fathom

you start
those games
without
really participating

i am stuck
reading the clues

yet i am
the willing party

i can never
be content

i keep
demanding more
from you

i know

i'm sorry

this is
unethical

i'm selfish
you're greedy

you have
no qualms
have you?

you don't
care
do you?

i can't
pull myself
away

you know

i can't
end this

i can't

i can't


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