guybrush is in really bad shape again, and i think this is the worst of all the bad shapes he's been in. i'd like to elaborate, but maybe another day; am really tired. he's staying overnight in pet hospital icu tonight; i really wish someone familiar could be there with him to make him feel better and not so scared and bewildered. i really think we've reached his last legs. now all i want is for him to be able to die with us -- familiar people, the people who love him and whom he loves -- around him, stroking and petting and scratching him and telling him how much we love him, to make it all better as he goes.

i really am such a "feeling" person, all i can think about is how i would hate to have him go alone and terrified.