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17 June 2013 @ 01:14 am
love of my life  
guybrush is in really bad shape again, and i think this is the worst of all the bad shapes he's been in. i'd like to elaborate, but maybe another day; am really tired. he's staying overnight in pet hospital icu tonight; i really wish someone familiar could be there with him to make him feel better and not so scared and bewildered. i really think we've reached his last legs. now all i want is for him to be able to die with us -- familiar people, the people who love him and whom he loves -- around him, stroking and petting and scratching him and telling him how much we love him, to make it all better as he goes.

i really am such a "feeling" person, all i can think about is how i would hate to have him go alone and terrified.
stabbys on June 18th, 2013 04:58 am (UTC)
Are you not able to bring him home?

As i grow older, i know with great certainty that if i were to fall very sick, i would want to be home and die at home, rather than the hospital. Cant really explain, the thought of dying at home just brings a lot of comfort...i am assuming this is his preference too, maybe at the hospital, they can make him feel a lot of comfy with the medications.

take care!
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on June 18th, 2013 06:44 pm (UTC)
hey, thanks. he's home now.

he had to be warded cos vet said had to fix his horrible wound. it was so bad that we were considering putting him down, but vet said the place has a policy of exhausting all other means (blood tests, painful and expensive biopsies, etcetc), so we would have to find another vet if we really wanted to put him down. so we still had to get him warded and fix the wound and take blood tests (again; which revealed nothing, again).

i just hope for him to die with familiar people surrounding and petting him. best if it could be at home, of course.