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24 November 2003 @ 09:09 pm
i'm crashing like a tidal wave and i don't wanna be...  
i think the last couple of days are really always the very worst. i think i've hit an all-time low(est). congrats, mag, you, lazy dreamy hungry and sleepy turkey... and my family's bent on ill-treating me. my sister just finished the very last of the (dish of) chicken, and there's nothing left but veggie and rice for me. and the whole world knows i'm a carnivore!!! and why's there nothing left but veggie and rice for me? because yati didn't take my food for me 'tho i specifically asked her to earlier! so basically i've been sitting here for the past hour, waiting for my food to appear magically, but it doesn't, and i find out that it's all gone into my sister's stomach instead. this is so sad. i'm gonna die of stress and starvation in a while. oh well. goodbye world.

and i haven't had so much as a glimpse of his awe-inspiring shoulders for what seems like a thousand years. yet he continues to flood my thoughts, engulf my mind. because if he doesn't, i'd hafta come right down to earth, back to reality, to the dreadful dreary memorisation of facts and points... who and who's to blame, the whys and hows of this and that... the depressing low-down of human nature, the seemingly inevitable repetition of mistakes leading to that vicious cycle of conflicts... but mostly, to the looming possibility of a dismal grade, in return for all that melancholy this knowledge has founded me. great.

and remember, i still can't swim. it's getting to become a bigger issue, now that all imagery is about drowning, flooding, crashing like tidal waves, leaving me stranded etc. this is supposed to be your forte, surely you wouldn't let me...

i know i'm being such a dumb ass...
Mood: distressed
Music: stranded -- plumb
the doobfemdog on November 24th, 2003 09:05 am (UTC)
hey you aren't a dumb ass! i can't swim too and no, i don't think i'm a dumb ass. so you shouldn't be one either.


hmm...dunno what else to say but take care...concentrate on your last paper now...think about other things later...love ya. :)
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on November 27th, 2003 10:46 pm (UTC)
at this rate it's raining everyday, singapore's gonna flood over in a little while, and our small little (sunny) island shall float away in the big big ocean. ;>
the doobfemdog on November 30th, 2003 07:49 am (UTC)
and we'll drown together and wait for our respective "the ones" to come save us. ok i think i sound like a hopeless romantic guniang. yuck.
(Anonymous) on November 24th, 2003 09:16 pm (UTC)
dunno how to swim nv mind mar...so long as you got someone who is a great swimmer to guide you...than u can cling onto him while he comes to save u when u drown?

hmmm..shouldnt be encouraging all this, should I? but heck...once in a while ... nv mind lar...

back still ache, i wonder why. like as if my back is going to break into two. suspect it's the disk..u know like those ppl who had to go for operation becos one of the disk has slipped and is now on my spinal cord? that's why it's so painful? but the feverish feeling is gone...feeling lazy..been sleeping for the past 13 hours..back to the unproductive days of post-a-level hols...

looking forward to the time when u guys finish exams too...then can go out together....
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on November 27th, 2003 10:47 pm (UTC)
Re: yooo...yooo...
remember my plan to drown in the competition pool... shall carry it out soon. haha. shall i tell you something? you're sleeping with your mouth wide open outside in rina's living room right now. haha... pretty funny. and i'm pretty bored too. rina takes a whole long time to pack up and the lightning and rain is so scary i doubt we can ever get to catch our movie anymore.
(Anonymous) on November 25th, 2003 06:40 am (UTC)
hello boon i replied to ur comment on my blog but i tot i'll just repeat here. you were saying zq has piano sthg on sat? how now brown cow? i dunno... but i was really looking forward to sentosa on sat leh.. boohoo looks like it's gone. dinner sounds fabulous though.. and walla walla after that? heeee. actually i';m fine w anything just as long as we meet up and catch up with our gossip it's fine w me. any place baby. haha.. yups. i'm DOOMED for my exam but i'm not panicking at all which is baaaaaaaad so good luck to u and zq (if u're reading this, maybe i'll just copy n paste this entire chunk into ur blog lah heh) and of course good luck to me who needs it the most. byeeeeee dear! cant wait for sat!
a little less than the girl next doorin_transit on November 27th, 2003 10:49 pm (UTC)
if you see this, i only replied out of courtesy, 'cos i already said all i have to in your blog. haha. i'd better see you tomorrow night!! didn't mean for the tanning plans to fall through either... but we're still meeting so it's still ok right? right??