you know, right now, i kinda feel like my life's a whole bloody game of snakes and ladders. and apparently i'm not as great at dice as mat, the love of my life (ok, not really, but one of the second loves-of-my-life). but is it even dice which control all these? i know it isn't. there's so much to say, so much to apologise for, but the words don't belong here. elsewhere.
You're the one I live to pursue
i really, desperately wanna live this out. not anything else, anyone else.