the reason i'm here and updating at length on my plants now is because i'm once again procrastinating... on coming up with a big pitch. really zzz, maybe i really shouldn't even bother, or maybe i shall just do it after work tomorrow. i watched the whole of squid game in two sittings, from past midnight on saturday to 6+am, then slept till about 11am and woke again to finish the last two epis by about 2pm. it was entertaining... the same way i like hunger games, maze runner and all my zombie, vampire, epic fantasy and superhero flicks, lol. but less thought-provoking and disturbing than parasite, imo. and then i went and did some (grocery-ish) shopping at tampines and had sarpino's for dinner and chucked the leftovers in the fridge. also, resumed watching a bit of hospital playlist cos it's just a soothing mostly mindless show to watch. i'm supposed to get my hep a vaccine on monday. and i really wish i had the whole of october off. feel tired and frankly a bit burnt outty, though i feel like i cannot quite justify to myself that i should feel burnt out. i mean, i've really been through much much worse and for years on end, so what does this count at all compared with my "sufferings" in the past? some more even then, i never concluded that i was ever burnt out, just immensely jaded and disillusioned. that's why i enjoy immersing myself in all these fantastical shows.
alright, i shall go to bed. my plan for the morrow includes doing annanas before work starts at 2pm, shaping up my pitch after work from 11pm, and reminding myself to get my hep a vax on monday, my day off, and probably having to log on anyway to attend the pitch meeting. tiredzzz...oh, oh, and i like this soothy song, but i think it's like the type you'd play at somebody's wedding lunch reception or during their wedding slideshow.